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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

wa its dec le...time fly so fast....hahax...but dun feel anythings leh...as its sch holiday nw...how i wish tat can everyday at sch lor...at list can disturb frend in class...haha....x'mas and new year is coming cant feel any excited at all...dunno y leh...?any 1 can tell mi...?lolx....

haix... tis few weeks has been abit quarrel with him and its almost break for 2nd time....haix....first time is because of he quarrel with his campmate den after tat shoot to mi liao lor....haix...i was dam bad luck on tat day....den i keep holding my tears till end of my work den reach home went in straight to my room den i cry out sia....nv think or wat jiu all cry out le...but tat is my very first time cry till wan to die like tat...e cry is because of him tat sent mi hurting msg and wan to break de msg sia...haix... T.T on tat day he sent mi all those msg after tat he nv msg mi at all le till next day de afternoon den he finally replyed my msg le...on tat day its self i keep msg him but its totally no reply from him sia....e next day i was totally no mood to study...and almost cry out dring lesson but i was holding my tears only...den went in to toilet its cry out abit sia its my first time crying in sch toilet....lolx...

2nd break is because of my sillyness and attitude tat i gived to him...as wo ming ming zi dao tat his driving lesson end at 9.10 but i wake up late and took wrong bus to there....den it started sms quarrel at 180 bus tat i took...den when reach lakeside i change 187 bus to hometeam as he was at there seeing e fees of e bowling...after tat i nv reply his msg...cos of abit angry and silly...den he jiu angry liao lor...when i reach hometeam his msg put i have already left e place since you like to waste money on a transport den just go a head lor...den i was like huh i reach already leh nw wan mi go where sia...somemore ez link card no more money le so i walked to gombak mrt staion to top up...while walking to gombak mrt we keep quarreling....till when i reach gombak mrt station he jiu say to mi i have enough of it le...lets break ba...after tat i keep msging him pls...pls dun break i really will change and will nt be like tis any more...i keep repeating tis again and again to him but he still dun give mi a chance...den like tat lor..so i board e train actually wan go back to jp to walk de...den i really dun wan like tis to be over...so i went to chinese garden wanted to go find him but he nt at home...he say he at a place tat i cant even found him de...den after tat i sit down at bus stop to sms him and calll him...sms him he jiu say dun wan see mi again as it over le....den i was like really dun wan to be over just like tis...i keep telling him tis...den call him 3 time he nv ans sia...after tat i walk up e bridge he jiu sent mi tis see u can find mi anot...e place tat i vent my anger out...n seldom come...gt come only 1 place...after seeing tis msg i keep running to find him as he say b4 12.30 i still cant find him den 4 get it le...so i keep running ard his place there de area...while running i keep thinking is which place ar...at first i saw e tis msg i already tot is at west mall time zone but i nt so cmf so i run ard his place first...after tat i give up at there...so i went to take train again to west mall...so i run to Chinese garden mrt den it s almost fall sia...lolx...so i continue run lor...after tat i tell him tat i almost fall den he reply y how come?den i say cos i running and its must find dao ni...den he tell mi tat he at westmall time zone...haha... he is at there really sia...hahaha...after tat its back to normal le...heng nv over just like tis..

i have learnt tis lesson le...i will nt make him angry till like tis again le...i promise will nt be like tis again...i will change de....just tat need abit more time to change...tks hubby for giving mi another chance...thank you.... love you hubby...and sry abt e attitude tat i give...i will nt like tis again le....

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